NZ explained to him that he reads my blog all the time, but is not a follower, and I am sure there are many more lurkers out there who have either found themselves in my blog, or just know me from real life.
My reason for blogging began last January when we found out we were expecting a baby. I started the blog so I could document the excitement I felt after having miscarried a baby the year before. The purpose of my blog was so that I had something to go back and read after my baby was born, and so that my family near and far could share in the excitement with us.
May 18, 2009 changed the purpose of my blog. This was the day that I learned I would be delivering our little girl 16 weeks early, and that she would not be alive when we met.
Being able to blog has helped me trudge through the emotions, which don't always make sense. I found many other babyloss mom's through their blogs, and reading how they are dealing with their respective losses, has helped me feel so not alone. My goal for this blog now, is to show how life goes on, despite loss, but beware:there is a smattering of whoa-is-me posts when the hard days hit.
So, if you're a lurker, I'd like to say hello and encourage you to say hi and introduce yourself! Happy De-Lurking Week!