Who you'd be today

Dear Denise,

Wow, 2 years...730 days..17,520 hours since your dad and I met you and said our goodbyes. And guess what? I still think of you every stinkin' day. I see a toddler playing in the fountain at the local outdoor mall, and think to myself, I'd like to be one of those momthers taking my kid there on a hot spring day...The shrieks and giggles of the little girl that lives behind us when she's out back playing with her brothers makes me wonder what you would have sounded like..Would you be a quiet,like me, or gregarious like your dad?

As two years have now passed, I am filled with even more wonder, as to who you would have been. What would you have been like? Would you test my limits by being as stubborn of a child as I was, or would you be laid back and just roll with it?

I want you to know, You are not forgotten.... you were wanted, and very much loved. Every time I hear this Kenny Chesney Song I think of you...

I don't have much else to say on what would be your second birthday, other than to let you know that not a day goes by that I don't wish we would have gotten to keep you here on Earth. Be good up there, and give your little friend Esmay a hug from her mama, who I'm sure misses her as much as I miss you.

Love,

Mom

Rug Love

Here's my current obsession...

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Yes, I am obsessed with a rug. Love it. Want it [but don't need it]..

You see, I have a problem with fantasy internet shopping and bookmarking all the must haves for when we re-do room X, Y and Z. This rug is on the top of my current must have for my living room or dining room, someday...

And if it's sold out, and we happen to have a nursery for a girl, someday, I am lovin' on this color combo matched with gray walls. I can soooooo just picture it, fresh and modern, yet still girlie.

And oh yeah..wouldn't ya know...It would be a fan-freakin-tastic match for the sofabed I blogged about in my previous dream craftroom/nursery.. Totally premeditated.

Happy Birthday Tyler & Emma

Through the beauty of facebook, I reconnected with yet another SBHS alum, who I remember being quite the ballerina, back in the day. She and her husband had twins, a boy and a girl last June, and was I ever excited to find use for the two baby Bjorns we had sitting in our garage, being unused..I shipped them her way and she wrote a cute note to say they were getting mileage.

Since then, we've kept in touch, and she recently let me in on the 4-1-1- for the babies' first birthday, asking me to make a couple of banners.

Here's a sneak peak ...

P.S. My silhouette fancied these up with white circles on his, and white scallops on hers...I think that adding these to the banners made the lettering "pop" more, which has been something I have been struggling with when I use patterned paper to make my banners..Problem, solved. Yay for new discoveries!

Composition "What I did on vacation..."

Does anyone remember writing the grade school compositions that started with "What I did on summer/sprint/winter break..." in their little black and white composition books? Mine always had illustrations to go with my stories ( and yes, I sometimes wrote "stories" aka. fabrications..like in 1st grade when I wrote that, while on summer vacation, my mom got us a baby brother and we bought a dolphin and it lived in our pool). Well, mom did not birth another child, nor did we even have a pool to put the absurd "pet dolphin" in. I bet I gave my teachers some laughs though.

Anyways, here's a non-fabricated illustration of what NZ and I did on our "four-and-a-half-years-later-honeymoon", which was well worth the wait. We had been throwing around destinations for the past few years, but with bodybuilding competitions, work travel and pregnancy attempts, we never had the opportunity to book a vacation until now...and I wouldn't have it any other way. This vacation to Costa Rica was worth the wait--for once in our hectic lives, we were able to get up in the morning and not be rushed to do a darn thing.

Got plans?

Boobilicious

A while back, my sister , Stephanie of Sweet Creations, made some boob cupcakes for a dirty ol' man's birthday. One of our friends was turning 26 this year, and requested boob cupcakes for her party, so I obliged and made some PG13 boob cupcakes with royal icing and color flow ( I ran out of meringue powder to do the tops/bras out of royal).

Although a little sloppy ( the colorflow dries and clumps very quickly, whereas my royal icing has a more continuous look to it when piped in)..they worked.

I printed out 24 circles measuring 2" diameter from the computer, then place

d them under freezer paper to use as templates. I used slightly thinned (think hair gel consistency) royal icing tinted with Wilton gel coloring in copper to make my rounds by squeezing till the edge of the royal icing met the edges of my template which was underneath the paper. To make the mounds for the boobs, I used slightly thicker royal icing and a smaller sized template. As the mounds were drying, I wet my finger and pushed any po

inted areas down.

I let both the base and the mounds dry overnight, and then "glued" them together, two mounds to a base, the next evening. This created the "body".

I can't take credit for the bras & bikini tops, as I found them here on Las Vegas based, Gimme Some Sugar's blog. So stink'n awesome! They used white chocolate for their creations, but I am worse with chocolate than royal icing, so I chose the latter. Unfortunately, I ran out of meringue powder and was too lazy to drive across town to purchase another canister, so I used my Color Flow instead. I whipped up a large batch, separated it into 3 separate bowls and tinted each. I piped the outlines of the bras and bikinis onto the mounds to look the part. I then thinned down each color by adding water and tried to fill and decorate each top, which is where the messiness came to play. Color flow dries so darn quick and I don't think I had mine thinned quite enough, but it worked well enough.

Had I not been so pressed for time, I would

have started over and used the correct medium to make these, but returning from vacation on Tuesday followed by a party on Saturday, left no time for do-overs.

[ the birthday girl]

Happy 26th Ness!

Teaser: Costa Rica

More about our trip to Costa Rica when I have a chance to catch my breath..We got back to California and hit the floor running, with an immediate visit from one of my college besties, so I haven't had a chance to blog about our trip yet..but I promise there's much more to come!

Until then...a few pictures from our vacay.

{NZ's board bag..making it safely to our destination despite being bungie tied to the roof rack}

{His boards obviously made it in one piece, cause check it out..gettin barrelled}

{We did a WHOLE lotta the above}